A fonder version

As usual we hang out.

You being the puppy eye looking at me.

I felt I can melt like almost at that time.

You always manage to make me feel nervous or melt.

I grew fonder towards you but at the same time I am scare.

I am scare how am i going to change you or help you accept the more of me.

How am i going to explain to you about me and myself.

How am i going to make you believe and follow?

I need more info. More readings and more facts.

I'm listening to Lisa Ono's now.. I felt so peaceful.

Her song always give me a feeling that I am in a world of my own where no one else is around.

I love how i get to relax while listening to her songs.

Back to being full of facts and info.

I need serious reading to be more confident and then i can make you convince.

I know you're a person that will listen and digest those that are rational to you.

I know what i said will make a little if not lots impact in you.

The fonder i am towards you the more i think.

The more i think the more impossible it gets.

Why does this have to come in such an early stage?

Are we that different that we might not go that far?