Position and thoughts

Early morning. Long queue.
Fixing and fixing, others problems.
In the end, own problem.
Too much of a helping heart.
Cause too much scene.
Getting annoyed over myself.
Telling myself, need to stop.
But can't stop myself.
Just need to settle everything in a good manner.
Cannot say I don't mind, and yet cannot say I mind.
Don't mind to help but need to learn.
Still mad at myself.