Tendency in escaping

Finally i got it..

But now i wanna escape from it..

Finally i got it

But now i wanna stay away..

Finally I got it

But now i kinda scare of it..

Finally I got it

But now I actually doing something paradoxical..

Finally I got it

But now I start to feel that i am being freak out..

Finally I got it

But now I dunno what i want..

Finally I got it

But now I am not the one i think i will be..